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Thursday, March 13, 2008

7dp3dt

Apologies for the lame title, I just want to document this phase. It was helpful to look back at this time last cycle, unfortunately I think it is remarkably similar.
I have been really very positive this cycle, I just felt this was going to work out. I've had light cramping on and off since transfer which was different from last time, I was hoping, therefore, that the outcome would be different too.
You'll notice this is written in past tense. Today I am utterly convinced this is not to be. I have that awful dull ache that always heralds the arrival of my period. Exactly the same day as I felt it last time, way earlier than I would in a natural cycle (possibly significant?).
I haven't much else to say right now, obviously I am hoping I am wrong, I will gladly eat my words.
I don't think I'll have to though :-(

20 comments:

JJ said...

Your gonna eat your words=) Hoping so much for you!

One View said...

Oh Carrie... I'm so so hoping this it for you. Hang in there sweetie.

singletracey said...

been thinking of you and praying you get a big plate of words to eat in the next few days.

Prayers, hugs and good thoughts sent your way.....

tipsymarie said...

Oh, I am right there with you about trying to stay positive. I am hoping this is it regardless of how you feel right now! Try to hang in there, but this is someone who has been obsessively googling all day. :)

Ms. Planner said...

I've been thinking of you a lot Carrie; saying lots of little prayers and wishes for you to all the powers-that-be in this world.

Hang in there, okay?

astral said...

I'm hoping and praying for you.

Natalie said...

Ugh, I don't know what to say but hang in there. It all sucks but hopefully the sucking will be done??? I dunno, it sucks anyway...

Geohde said...

Ah Carrie,

I hope you're wrong, but I can relate to what you mean. I bled real early after my second transfer, and pretty early after my first...

J

m said...

Please please please be wrong...

x

Princesses in Muddy Puddles said...

Here's hoping you have a big plate of words coming your way!!!

Portia P said...

Don't you dare give up. As you may recall, I was 100% certain AF was on the way as I had such cramps. I was wrong.

I've everything crossed for you so don't go getting all negative on me now! xxx

Melanie said...

Of course you will feel positive one day and disheartened the next; it's the nature of the beast that is IVF. That said, it's simply too soon to have symptoms or know one way or another, so please have faith. I do.

Becks said...

You just never know. Got my fingers crossed for you Carrie xx

luna said...

I am hoping you'll be eating your words too. thinking of you and hoping for the best! ~luna

Silver said...

It's a rotten experience, the two-week wait! I'm looking for the right words to get the balance between optimism and sympathy but just know that I'm thinking of you and wishing you some peace of mind regardless of the outcome.

Unknown said...

The wait is the worst, but you are well down the road. Hang in there! I'm hoping so hard for you and like everyone else, praying you'll be eating your words!

Amy said...

Please, please, please eat those words! Thinking of you and hoping the trick works this time! Hoping you truly have to eat those words!

olivegirl said...

There's no more evil than the evil of the 2ww. It effs with your brain and body. Thinking about you!

Mama Bear said...

Sending you all the positive thoughts and vibes and hope I have--I really hope your feeling is dead wrong!

CAM said...

Oh, I am hoping the best for you. We are here for you...
:)