Another failed cycle.
I'm off to lick my wounds for a while.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Sometimes I Hate Being Right
Posted by Carrie at 8:41 AM
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- Carrie
- Been trying to conceive for years. Two early miscarriages (12/93, 01/05), and a fairly late miscarriage ( Jan 06) which almost broke me. I've finally gathered myself together again however now I can't seem to get pregnant at all. Moving on to IVF, dragging my husband behind me..... Now with surprise pregnancy (07/07), naturally conceived during down reg cycle. Much happiness, short lived though as things started to look dodgy at 7 wk 1 day and finally was declared non viable two weeks later. Another ERPC, yet another failure. Where now? I really don't know.... Back to IVF it would seem. IVF #1 (take 2)- Nov/Dec '07 BFN. After a lot of mind changing whilst trying to decide between IVF #2 or another puppy (and hanging up my TTC shoes). IVF #2 won, Feb-March '08. Should have gone for the puppy as it ended in another BFN. July '08 IVF #3 (or is it 4?) BFN... I'm starting to notice a pattern.
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41 comments:
Oh Carrie. I am so very sorry.
Fuck.
I wish you were wrong, and wish I was there to help lighten the load with alcohol.
Much love xxx
This is the part where no one has any appropriate words to take the hurt or anger or disapointment away. Carrie, I'm so very, very sorry. I'm pissed and I'm sorry. I'm drinking with you.
Oh sweetie, I'm so so sorry! :(
Carrie...my heart is aching for you...I am so very sorry.
Ive been meaning to come back to Scotland for many years now--I'd love to book a flight now to come sit by your side.
So many hugs....
I'm so sorry Carrie. This is so unbelievably hard.
hugs,
M
I wish I could be there to give you a hug. So incredibly not fair...all of this. Sending much comfort your way. Please know you are in my thoughts. (Your honey, too, as I am sure this is very rough on both of you). xoxo.
I've said before but I'll say it again - CRAP!! I know it's what you were expecting but that doesn't make it any easier to take. I'm with you in spirit and available for commiseration in person when you feel like it. Take care.
I'm so sorry. Please take care of yourself.
I'm so sorry Carrie! That sucks.
Oh Carrie. I'm so so so sorry.
I know there's nothing anyone can say or do.
Take care of yourself - have a huge drink, chocolate, cheese - anything that makes you feel even the slightest bit less raw.
Sending you a huge hug xx
There just aren't words. I'm so terribly sorry and my thoughts are with you. Lots of hugs coming your way. XOXO
I'm so sorry.
Frack, that just totally blows. I'll be here to check on you my friend, hang in there.
I'm so so sorry Carrie. It makes me so mad (its just not fair). I know there is nothing I can say to make it better but we are all here for you. Take care of yourself and I wish I was there to comfort you and give you a big hug.
Oh Carrie. I'm so sorry. Fuck Infertility.. fuck it all, man..
Hugs.
I'm sorry.
I hate that those are the words to be said right now.
carrie, I am so very sorry. I really wish you were wrong about this, it just rots. I'm hoping you can do something nice to lick your wounds and heal from this. I am thinking of you. ~luna
Very sorry this cycle didn't work out.
Shit, I'm so sorry it didn't work.
I'm so so sorry.
Damn.
I'm so very very sorry. ~hugs~ a zillion times over.
Shit, shit, shit.
Carrie, I am so damn sorry....anything I can do from inside a computer screen?
J
I am so sorry Carrie, I really hoped it was your turn. I really feel for you.
You've got my number, please call me if there is anything I can do to help.....my shoulder is here for you
xx
I'm so sorry Carrie. Take care of yourself.
fvck. this is all so sucky. and you deserve soooo much better. i'm sorry.
Well, that just plain sucks. I am sorry that you are having to go through this painful time.
Hang in there...we are here for you.
aw fuck. so sorry.
I'm so sorry sweetie, I was hoping that this one would be different.
Thinking of you and your hubby during this difficult time.
I'm so sorry, Carrie.
Oh shit. I really am so very sorry xo
Carrie, I am so sorry.
Thinking of you!
XO Amy
I'm so sorry.
I'm just stopping by and checking up on you to see how you are doing and holding up? Please know you are in my thoughts and wanted to give you a hug.
I'm so sorry. I hope you feel better soon. I'm sending you lots of {{hugs}}
carrie, thanks so much for thinking of me and checking back! and for the good wishes. not much to report here. though the mind does scary things during the wait...
hope you are healing from your most recent battle wounds. it truly sucks, I know. ~luna
Thinking about you so I thought I'd check in. Hope you're hanging in there.
Hey Carrie.
I know I already left you a comment... But I want to leave another one now that I know what it is like.
Hang in there. It sucks. No one should/can tell you how to feel. You'll get through it.
At the moment, I'm 4 glasses into my wine, lol, I haven't even cried yet.
I understand how it hurts and hope you will be able to get back up again.
xo
M
Crap. I'm both sorry that this is coming late, and so sorry about this cycle. Hang in there...
Just checking in on where you're at, and you're not here, but obviously are, cuz your new layout is very very cool:-)
HI. I am sorry for your loss. Have you tried doing a day 5 transfer? My doctor says Day 3 tranfers often don't work b/c it actually takes 5 days for the embroyo to travel down to you uterus for implemenatation. She says day 3 is just too early and should wait to blastocyst. Somethign to think about. I am so sorry though. I am going to do my first IVF next month and we are doing a Day 5 transfer. Smooches!
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