Thursday, December 13, 2007
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My first steps into the world of ART
About Me
- Carrie
- Been trying to conceive for years. Two early miscarriages (12/93, 01/05), and a fairly late miscarriage ( Jan 06) which almost broke me. I've finally gathered myself together again however now I can't seem to get pregnant at all. Moving on to IVF, dragging my husband behind me..... Now with surprise pregnancy (07/07), naturally conceived during down reg cycle. Much happiness, short lived though as things started to look dodgy at 7 wk 1 day and finally was declared non viable two weeks later. Another ERPC, yet another failure. Where now? I really don't know.... Back to IVF it would seem. IVF #1 (take 2)- Nov/Dec '07 BFN. After a lot of mind changing whilst trying to decide between IVF #2 or another puppy (and hanging up my TTC shoes). IVF #2 won, Feb-March '08. Should have gone for the puppy as it ended in another BFN. July '08 IVF #3 (or is it 4?) BFN... I'm starting to notice a pattern.
Who's Cycling This Month?
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- Apron Strings (baby)
- Behind the Mask
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- Blurb This
- Definition of Insanity
- Desperate to Multiply (pg)
- Drowned Girl (babies)
- Fertile Hope (baby)
- Hope for the Best
- How to get from 0 to pregnant in 365 easy steps
- IF This Works
- Infertility Diary
- Inhospitable (baby)
- Into the Rabbit Hole (baby)
- Life from Here
- Little Beans 4 Me
- Lost and found and Connections Abound
- Mission: Impossible, or adventures in infertility (babies)
- Ms Planner (baby)
- My Sanctuary
- NoBaby Lane
- Pamplemousse
- Peanut's Journey
- Reproductive Jeans (pg)
- Still Passing Open Windows
- Stirrup Queens and Sperm Palace Jesters
- Thalia (baby)
- The Girl and the Olive (pg)
- The Sticky Bean Preconception Journal (baby)
- Vicious Cycle of Cycles (babies)
- Wishing it Would Get Easier
33 comments:
no fvckin way. ok, don't slap me, but it is awfully early, no? i have a friend (i know, i know when you are tempted to begin a sentence like that...you shouldn't. but, as you know, i have no self control.) who tested negative on day 12 (5 day transfer). and ended up pregnant.
and i am crossing everything i got that your story will be a repeat of hers.
thinking of you dear friend.
xoxoxo
So sorry,but let's hope it's just too early to test.
Oh Carrie, hang in there! While I'm sure it is hard to be hopeful you're still only at 13dpo right?
I'm hoping its wrong. And I'll be thinking of you all day.
(ps - sorry about the opk vs hpt thing. duh, that makes total sense)
I'm hoping it's wrong but gawd I'm sorry if it's not. I'm so dreading seeing that, I just don't want to do it, at all. I'll check in again soon.
Now I know my IVF#2 was a bust but I HPT tested on 10 dp3dt and it was negative, the next day the hospital test showed a faint line.
What I am trying to say is the HPT's are not that unforgiving, especially the digital ones...so go and get some POAS ones and test again.
I think its too early to give up hope Carrie.
Oh chica, that's not a pretty sight, but don't lose hope just yet! I'll be thinking good thoughts for a new picture tomorrow.
I'm not gonna believe it. Until you get your beta, let's hang on to hope. I didn't have the guts to POAS myself, mainly cuz so many people get inaccurate results from them. The accuracy for EPT is only like 50% when you're testing before you should get your period. So it's a shot in the dark! I'm still praying for you.
Fuck.
I wish I could say something to give you some solace, but when faced with that there's really nothing to say or do that will make it even a tiny bit better - eat much, drink more.... x
Oh Carrie! I have been thinking of you so much. I just hope this is an early negative, esp with the digitals. I did not get a f-a-i-n-t, barely there line until 12 dpo. Be strong my friend. Be strong.
Carrie darlin',
That blows. I am so sorry. If you're anything like me I felt so g-damn cheated when I invested all the finance and emotion into my first cycle and it didn't have the courtesy to work.
Still hoping for you, as always,
xx
J
We're still keeping our fingers crossed. I know it's so hard now, but hopefully things will swing your way on the day of the beta.
Bollocks.
I'm so sorry. Hoping it's still too early.
I'm sorry. I hope that it is just an evil wrong stick xo
really sorry to see that, carrie, it is just rotten news. I hope you are bearing up ok.
I'm holding on to hope that it was a little early to test. I'm sending good thoughts your way and hoping that I read of some amazing news!!!
FRIGGIN A!! Damn it.. maybe it is still early.. I hope so ... Those two words SUCK! I am soo sorry..
I'm so sorry.
Carrie, I'm sorry.
Thinking of you
((hugs to you))
I am so sorry. HUGS.
So sorry.
new to your blog but wanted to say I hope it's just still too early!
Crap--like everyone else, I *hope* it's wrong and too early.
thinking of you...
Sorry Carrie, so very, very sorry for this go!!!
HUGS
XXX
I am so very, very sorry for you.... When you originally posted the pic, I was just praying it was too early.... *big HUG*
And I hate all 1000 of those words.
I am sorry.
The digital ones are the least sensitive of the lot. In the 2ww, the best ones to use (and even past the 2ww) are the First Response Early Results - the digital ones won't register a positive pregnancy for quite a while.
Sorry - I'm sure you knew that. I just know how stunningly defeating the digital tests are, and it's true that sadly your cycle could be negative, but it could also be the monster that is digital.
Carrie, thank you so much for your comment. It meant the world to me. Really. I am thinking of you and hoping you are okay.
I'm s sorry.
Carrie, I am so incredibly sorry :(
I am so sorry my friend. I truly hope that this was wrong, thinking of you.
Love and hugs xxx
Carrie, just wanted you to know that I'm still thinking of you. I hope you are doing okay. I know you've been keeping up with me, and I think that is so sweet, but I'd also understand if you decide not to.
I wish things had been different. I don't know what else to say except I'm thinking of you. If I can do anything ... email me. xoxo
I am so sorry. Hugs
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