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Monday, July 28, 2008

Only Endings.

Negative.

I can't believe it. And yet, why would it be anything else?

I wish I knew what I had done to deserve this journey. It must have been really bad.

39 comments:

Amy R said...

My heart is breaking for you. I am so sorry Carrie :( Please know that I am thinking about you.

luna said...

oh carrie, I'm so sorry. really, there are no words. please know you did absolutely nothing to deserve this pain. I'm just so sorry. thinking of you.

Ms. Planner said...

I don't think I have any words to express just how sad I am and how absolutely unfair this is for you. I wish I had something beautiful to say to lift your spirits. Instead, I just feel like writing the f-word over and over in big capital letters. Please know that I am thinking of you and sending thoughts of support your way.

STE said...

You don't deserve this, Carrie. I'm so sorry, and so hating the universe for you right now. I just don't understand it.

I'm so sorry. You're in my thoughts.

In Search of Morning Sickness said...

I am more sorry that I even have words to express. But you did not deserve this, I know that much. Your pain is ours too. I am so hurt for you.

Carrie said...

:( I like what Ms. Planner said... I just want to write the f-word in big letters over and over again.

All of this on top of your grandmother dying... such a hard time for you. :::hugs:::

E said...

Oh Carrie, I'm so sorry. There are no words

dmarie said...

Crap. Carrie, I'm so sorry. There is absolutely nothing you did to cause or deserve this pain.

Emily said...

This is not, I repeat NOT your fault. You have done nothing to deserve this! It is totally unfair. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. What's worse, is that there are no answers... So sorry. So sorry.

Take care. I am thinking about you & want you to get through this.

Portia P said...

Oh Carrie.

I'm so sorry sweetheart and i'm so sorry about your Grandma - i've been AWOL and only just caught up.

I'm thinking of you and sending you a huge hug. You deserve better.

m said...

Fuck. I wish I had words for you my friend....

Much, much love coming your way.

x

Melbagirl@A Taste of IVF over 40 said...

So sorry sweetie. I got the same result. It's sad.

Rebecca said...

I'm so sorry...don't know what else to say...nothing makes it better.

Mr. & Mrs. M@sk said...

I am so sorry to hear about your Gran and your BFN :-( Thinking of you xoxo

Photogrl said...

I'm so, so sorry...

Big {{HUGS}}

Dr. Grumbles said...

I am sorry.

andi said...

What a bugger - oooo - I hope you are doing okay. Thinking of you and hoping you are being sweet to yourself.

christina(apronstrings) said...

you did nothing to deserve this. again.i am so fvckin sorry. so, so sorry.
why is this universe for fvckin unfair?

Dagny said...

I am so sorry.

And I hear you. I wonder everyday what I have done to deserve this crap.

Be good to yourself.

xoxoo

Evil Stepmonster said...

Thinking of you during this difficult time. Take care.

Deb said...

Wow, that just really stinks. This is not your fault, it just is unfortunately. Take care of you!

Lady Bits said...

I am so sorry to hear your bad news. Please don't blame yourself. More and more I think it's plain and simple luck.

Bee Cee said...

I am so so sorry Carrie, I really thought it was your time. I am shocked. You know where I am, I am here if you need me.

Melanie said...

Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. I have absolutely no words other than four and six letter ones. So very sorry.

Emily said...

Just sending you more ((hugs)).

Makingpeace said...

Oh Carie....I am so sorry about your grandma and about this. There really are no words and no way to explain the bad stuff that happens to good people. I'm so sorry.

Geohde said...

Carrie, it makes me ache that this keeps happening to you of all people.....

xx

J

Emily said...

STILL sending hugs.

Lots of them.

I know you're hurting. I'm so sorry.

Rho said...

I have not checked in with you in a few days, I am sooooo flippin sorry. Shoot, you do not deserve this...no one deserves this disappointment.

chicklet said...

My friend, that just completely f*g sucks. I don't even know what to say.

Tam said...

I'm so sorry Carrie sweetie, I was so hoping that this would be it for you. I can't tell you sad I am for you, you and hubby are in my thoughts and prayers.

Much love and hugs xxx

Lifeslurper said...

Carrie, all words seem sorely inadequate. Remember you are not alone. Your disapointment is felt by many. We are with you. Take care.

Sunny said...

BIG HUGS!

theviewfromthisplace said...

i hear ya. i am convinced i clubbed little babies heads while in another life. i am sorry for the outcome of your latest protocol

Forever Hopeful said...

I'm only now catching up on blogs and just wanted to say how so so sorry I am. You've already been through so much and none of us deserve any of this. Please know you are in my thoughts.

I've been where you are many times and I felt the exact same way. DH's grandma passed away last June and than we had our DE cycle and when it failed, it really took away everything from DH and I. Life just seemed so cruel sometimes. Take care of yourself.. BIG HUGS to you.

dmarie said...

Just checking in on you. Take your time.

theviewfromthisplace said...

i've asked myself that question many times over. wtf did i do? did i have fun doing it? hmmm. perhaps i clubbed in the heads infant babies in another lifetime, i know grusome, but it had to be baaaaaad to.

humorless jokes aside, i am quite sorry for this negative. i wish i could get my hands on whoever is runing the show.

Sue said...

Was just thinking about you, Carrie. I hope you're hanging in there, and figuring out a plan, or finding some peace.

Just wanted to say, you're in my thoughts. Please take care.

NeNe said...

I am so sorry Carrie...